Here lately, I haven't been posting. I've gone through some things. My lupus has been playing with me. I've been in more pain than a person that doesn't have lupus can understand. I don't complain but at the end of the day it gets to me. My great-grandmother passed away. My family has been rocked by the news. She was essentially my dad's mom. I've been preparing for her upcoming funeral. There has been stress from lots of sources. All of which I usually do better handling, but for some reason can't seem to get under control. I'm sure everything will be okay. This too shall pass. I'll be back in my true form soon.